With some broken thoughts
and unwanted nods
I was thinking about you.
With the mind upfront
choosing you above all
I ended up losing you.
With those fantasies in songs
smooches hovering all around
I miss you.
With all my heart and soul
I still love you
love me or I will be gone.
The in-between I came by
on the remains of the day
at the ark of lonely illusion
watching her shadow around the den.
Asking your place or mine at midnight
She said she’s lost inside.
Beyond the scruples I bid for love
asked her to dance, spin me around purple hearts
“Don’t worry darling” she said after that
what we gonna do next play dead or seriously red?
Moving on with the perfect delusion like the old way
sorry about the goofy red price we paid at the last runway.
Modern ways for the doom of love
no mercy no remorse as it’s remembered.
In the game of love
everyone is borrowed or somehow a prisoner.
Slipping into darkness shall we play more?
Anything is possible after shock so don’t make me go.
Never again manifest the daydream
don’t look up there for a lonely blue night
Unless the mist cleated the memories
how did we get here without saying goodbyes?
I am alive again
don’t write me off anytime soon
I am alive again
with the glimpse of truth
I am alive again
with my soul trembling dark
like a water drop
resonating all around the firth.
Its good to be on the hook
like dangling in the sky
worth a lot of remorse
but its great to be alive
Life happens anytime sooner or later
nothing similar with the books
It’s lucky to be alive
though fate maybe up against your will.
I met a girl on a foggy winter morning
she was very pretty like a princess charming
her eyes were blue with an ocean of wonder
my mind got baffled by her divine lustre.
She stared at me with her curious glow
when I got lost in her eyes like a frosty snow.
So i talked to her
and shook heartbeats
after she blinked her eyes and
gleamed her cheeks.
She was so damn pretty without any brooch
her sweet tone reminded of my dream tune.
We then walked on edge of the road
with our hands kept close
but I couldn’t take my eyes off her
because of her soothing amour.
Her smile made the weather calmly brisk
on that lucky winter morning, i met a fairy within a beautiful sylph.
I wanna fall in love with you over and over again
never gonna make you sad
I wish you were here to clean up the mess I create
I promise on my true faith.
Can’t help deeming the memories with you
those magical days we lived out loud
Wanna cherish the rest of life in your arms
please don’t let me down.
So ravel me within your genre
accept my flaws in your enchanted realm
Or else my life without you dear,
will turn into a vivid disgrace.
Not feeling well lately. Mixed up with so many thoughts. Don’t know what to do. So I was playing one of my tune to calm myself.
why I am sharing this? don’t know either
Lost emotions to express
feeling like a head full of clumsy clouds
never try too hard on yourself
it will drive you crazy like a ferocious hound
Fragments of memories don’t buzzes anymore
time strikes down as it was tap dance all along
feels like I am bound with stoic emotions
while paying the price of being an unorthodox
Drive your soul towards eternity not to fable fictions
cheer up your mind with the pearl of wisdom
otherwise pain will emerge as bulky devotion.
Its hard to realise loneliness
when you are utterly alone
Chin up comrade,
you have miles to swallow.
Gear up the magazines,
march back to warzone
You are here in the quest of love
so latch onto that like a werewolf.
Steer yourself from the shadows
lay aside hollow dreams
Paint yourself throughout the mirror
don’t bother to be authentic.
Don’t let desolation cracks you up
in the rude weather of warzone
Maybe you are not alone
on other side of the wormhole.
Turn down the lights dear
come breath the shadows with me
lets dance in the dark
only you and me.
Open up the muntins
let the wind blow us out
come hover around the closet
with smooches all around.
Sleepyhead, wake up
I miss your silent screams
come whistle the frozen night
with our lust fulfilled.
Its been a long time I waited for love
waited along the mountains,
waited by the wilds,
was surrounded by gloomy cascade
in the pursuit of us.
Someone once said find your true love at the tip of your lover’s lips
and i waited so long
untill you smiled back
with your gleamed cheeks.
So, let me paint you in my heart
allow me touch you
I need you within my arms