Category Archives: Depressed

Perhaps

Just when I stand tall
chasing the northern light beyond the horizon,
the sun rises miraculously erasing the colours
and my naive soul turns miserable again.

It’s not just another coincidence,
it’s the cruel rhythm of my life
I always tried my best to catch the firefly
yet some cosmic interference always brings out the sunshine.

But I will never give up,
untill that light over the ridge strikes my eyes
I will touch the tip of the jewels
whether it happens today, tomorrow or someday later.

Life is meant to be full of sufferings
sometimes its even worse
Maybe I won’t be the chosen victim
perhaps fate will spare me next time,
Who knows?

-inokio🌸

Between the Silence

Once upon a time I used to be happy
I used to be sad
I used to have feelings
I used to suffocate.

But now its all gone
nothing new or old to rely on.
A numb, sore entity
to pass these days and nights along.

What am I supposed to write?
What am i supposed to tell?
A quiet sombre story
instead of a doomed novel?

Or a cruel pathetic tour
about what the reality is, what’s on hold.
What’s next to burn out
the tired little soul?

Is this the outburst or even if there’s more?
What’s the point behind all of this
if its already been told?

-inokio🌸

Nightmare startles

Silent night screams heaven belongs here 
Sound of violet fear goes past the nightmare

Night of the living dead 
rumbling throughout the dark 
blind creator humming the melody
keep your eyes wide shut

The devil comes at night
on every sacred ground
fear the whispers of night
as it doesn’t leave anyone inside out.

Night’s a lonely maze in the land of saint and sinners
Everyone’s both till death rips apart

Chasing insanity is a hard fight
like raving alone in darkness
the wrath within the saints waking up
wicked tales of fear excels

Something in the long dark trail
designs the final countdown
grey curse of hollow spirits
manifested the reign of chaos.

Get away if you can look both ways
Or else get banished in the night of red end.

-inokio🌸

A blue night parley

Pain makes you stronger
pain shows you reality
Success will come
if you can sustain this malady.

Conquer the positiveness
with passion and devotion
No one can harm you
with all your satisfaction.

Keep pushing your strength
restrain yourself from all the fable desires
Calm down your distressful mind
and make your illusions retire.

Respect the pain you gained
command yourself in the right track
You will deal a good time
like you cherished from the outset.

-inokio🌸

Disclosure

Lost emotions to express
feeling like a head full of clumsy clouds

never try too hard on yourself
it will drive you crazy like a ferocious hound

Fragments of memories don’t buzzes anymore
time strikes down as it was tap dance all along

feels like I am bound with stoic emotions
while paying the price of being an unorthodox

Drive your soul towards eternity not to fable fictions
cheer up your mind with the pearl of wisdom
otherwise pain will emerge as bulky devotion.

-inokio🌸

MELANCHOLY

Nothing left to feel not much to lose
Some sort of numbness starting to bloom

It’s a day about me and myself
And yeah its kind of hard to deal through.

Nothing to hide not a question of dime
Just the lone rude noon with the scent of vile

Live alone love yourself is kind of tough
When you loose focus everything gonna feel so wild

-inokio🌸