With some broken thoughts
and unwanted nods
I was thinking about you.
With the mind upfront
choosing you above all
I ended up losing you.
With those fantasies in songs
smooches hovering all around
I miss you.
With all my heart and soul
I still love you
love me or I will be gone.
One step closer one leap apart
with a bit of surprise
don’t know what’s outside
One step further some time elapsed
it may sound crazy
but life is a roulette.
A step towards big crunch
with a chunk of light
everything is relative
you, me and her.
Can’t miss a step
don’t know what’s gonna happen next
time is the real twist
you may live thousand steps.
The in-between I came by
on the remains of the day
at the ark of lonely illusion
watching her shadow around the den.
Asking your place or mine at midnight
She said she’s lost inside.
Beyond the scruples I bid for love
asked her to dance, spin me around purple hearts
“Don’t worry darling” she said after that
what we gonna do next play dead or seriously red?
Moving on with the perfect delusion like the old way
sorry about the goofy red price we paid at the last runway.
Modern ways for the doom of love
no mercy no remorse as it’s remembered.
In the game of love
everyone is borrowed or somehow a prisoner.
Slipping into darkness shall we play more?
Anything is possible after shock so don’t make me go.
Never again manifest the daydream
don’t look up there for a lonely blue night
Unless the mist cleated the memories
how did we get here without saying goodbyes?
Not feeling well lately. Mixed up with so many thoughts. Don’t know what to do. So I was playing one of my tune to calm myself.
why I am sharing this? don’t know either
Lost emotions to express
feeling like a head full of clumsy clouds
never try too hard on yourself
it will drive you crazy like a ferocious hound
Fragments of memories don’t buzzes anymore
time strikes down as it was tap dance all along
feels like I am bound with stoic emotions
while paying the price of being an unorthodox
Drive your soul towards eternity not to fable fictions
cheer up your mind with the pearl of wisdom
otherwise pain will emerge as bulky devotion.
Its hard to realise loneliness
when you are utterly alone
Chin up comrade,
you have miles to swallow.
Gear up the magazines,
march back to warzone
You are here in the quest of love
so latch onto that like a werewolf.
Steer yourself from the shadows
lay aside hollow dreams
Paint yourself throughout the mirror
don’t bother to be authentic.
Don’t let desolation cracks you up
in the rude weather of warzone
Maybe you are not alone
on other side of the wormhole.
Turn down the lights dear
come breath the shadows with me
lets dance in the dark
only you and me.
Open up the muntins
let the wind blow us out
come hover around the closet
with smooches all around.
Sleepyhead, wake up
I miss your silent screams
come whistle the frozen night
with our lust fulfilled.
Its been a long time I waited for love
waited along the mountains,
waited by the wilds,
was surrounded by gloomy cascade
in the pursuit of us.
Someone once said find your true love at the tip of your lover’s lips
and i waited so long
untill you smiled back
with your gleamed cheeks.
So, let me paint you in my heart
allow me touch you
I need you within my arms
Everything is unpredictable in this fragile world
Love, life, death anything can happen anytime
Everyone has his own side of story
which no one knows or understands right
So be kind to people try to spread love
bring up your helping hand and be an acolyte
Life is beautiful or can be cruel at times
No guarantee what’s coming next
what’s you gonna suffer
Maybe this is the right way
beauty of life
In this petit world
It’s midnight, its dark
and so lonely
Darkness crawls inside
my mind solely
Tired of night
Nothing to write
Feeling so lonely
Need some warmth
Would you mind
Please cold me