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Perhaps

Just when I stand tall
chasing the northern light beyond the horizon,
the sun rises miraculously erasing the colours
and my naive soul turns miserable again.

It’s not just another coincidence,
it’s the cruel rhythm of my life
I always tried my best to catch the firefly
yet some cosmic interference always brings out the sunshine.

But I will never give up,
untill that light over the ridge strikes my eyes
I will touch the tip of the jewels
whether it happens today, tomorrow or someday later.

Life is meant to be full of sufferings
sometimes its even worse
Maybe I won’t be the chosen victim
perhaps fate will spare me next time,
Who knows?

-inokio🌸

Void whispers

How many more days to wait?
When will it be our evening?
Failed to find you one more time
even after the revolt was fulfilled.

Maybe this is the last time
twilight of a gray saga.
My soul forbids my heart to wait
yet for you, I may never give up.

Our shadows have never met
not even for a while, never had that luck.
Can we walk beneath the city lights,
keeping our souls aligned?

I will pay for the mistakes
for a few more days or beyond time.
How many more days to wait,
until I lose you forever?

-inokio🌸

Harmony of life

Everyone has different story
that is the beauty of life
without bragging about circumstances
let live out loud.

Everyday I realize life is all about luck
how lucky we are to survive thousands of blurps.

Life’s a total bitch when reality hits hard
only cure is to smile and have patience in mind.

Fireflies in the garden of life as we know it
know your soul and try to own it.

We all are lonely here in this wide open world
so unleash your words and stop lagging behind.

Its hard to share yourself 
though a lot pretends to understand 
but you get only one life 
live the day like it never ends.

-inokio🌸

Incoherence

Shut up!
Quiet sleeper awaken with mystery swirling around the head.
Asks with amorous voice
“What lies below a quiet place?”

In the shadow realm
loneliness breaches origin of love

In the silence of the wind
yearns drizzles for extended hours

In the hustle and bustle of prostitutes
humble wanderer peeps up

In the rainy night
your absence makes me go numb

Get back to the sleeping world
muse about what to seek next.
For “affection of melancholy”
lies beneath the quiet place.

-inokio🌸

Reminiscing

I will always remember you like sands flow in an hourglass
like a chilling sun shines after the morning rain dries up.

I will keep our memories in my crowded blue dreams
if we never meet again I promise they will never sink.

I will remember your footsteps in the noise of every silent night
tales of your shadow will not be over my mind.

I will always remember your laughter in the gust of whimsical air
a small attempt to hide your thoughts in my lonely desires.

But if there is nothing more to cherish
nothing left to adorn you full
I will keep you in a corner of my heart
someday I will touch the blue moon.

-inokio🌸

Of Unsound Mind

The in-between I came by
on the remains of the day
at the ark of lonely illusion
watching her shadow around the den.

Asking your place or mine at midnight
She said she’s lost inside.

Beyond the scruples I bid for love
asked her to dance, spin me around purple hearts
“Don’t worry darling” she said after that
what we gonna do next play dead or seriously red?

Moving on with the perfect delusion like the old way
sorry about the goofy red price we paid at the last runway.

Modern ways for the doom of love
no mercy no remorse as it’s remembered.
In the game of love
everyone is borrowed or somehow a prisoner.

Slipping into darkness shall we play more?
Anything is possible after shock so don’t make me go.

Never again manifest the daydream
don’t look up there for a lonely blue night
Unless the mist cleated the memories
how did we get here without saying goodbyes?

-inokio🌸